"That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone:
Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment.
"
Dorothy Parker, 'But the One on the Right,' in New Yorker, 1929
The
Creek
I stand on the top of
the 51st Avenue bridge listening to children
playing below and remember all the secret places that, thirty years
ago, I believed only children could find.
It is the end of August, and the month has gone by without rain. The
clinging grit of exhaust from Highway 55 permeates the dry, hot wind as
we run along the bank of Shingle Creek. Dusty fields of limp grasses,
the remnants of a long forgotten farmstead, enclose the creek like
curtains on a stage. Cat-tails bow heavily on withered stems; their
reedy presence a reminder of the shoe-stealing mudholes where they
grow. Now dry, and caked, the mud feels hot on our bare feet. The day
is hot, and we want to swim.
We run close to the creek avoiding “the Dump." It is a
strictly
grown-up place full of rusted appliances and broken bottles. Rising in
the distance is “the Tunnel," a large sewer pipe that drains
into
the creek. The other kids run inside its cool interior while I linger
out of reach from its dark, and musty passages. I stand alone in the
mouth of the tunnel where the harsh sun burns into me. The tunnel yawns
onto a wide sandy beach stretching along a bend in the creek. Here the
water runs wide, and is deep enough for swimming. Posted on the beach
is a “No Swimming” sign. It does not matter. I will
never
swim here. The body of the boy who drowned has been removed, yet I
sense him down there still. He lies coiled, a great tentacled serpent.
He is waiting. Goose bumps rise on my flesh as I see his scaly fingers
reaching out to drag me down into the water.
“Snakes!”
“Snakes!”
The other kids scream as they pour out of the tunnel. Together, like a
pack of small wolves, we run. We keep to the field avoiding
the
steep embankment as the creek zigzags its way through the land. But,
the field is treacherous. Gigantic, tobacco- spitting grasshoppers leap
about in the tall grasses. We run faster. Sharp-fanged field mice snap
at our heels as we race onward. “The Jungle” is
visible
ahead of us. It is dark with the welcoming shade of towering oaks,
elms, and aspens. We fly like fairies under the long branches of a
sheltering elm. Overhead the trees vibrate with the flight of sparrows
as we jump into the cool water.
High in the trees, in the crowd around the 51st Avenue bridge, I see
young boys climbing and I, an adult, leave my reverie.